Please PRAY

I believe God uses us wherever we are and with whatever we are going through. The continuing theme in my life the past couple weeks has been, "lean not on your own understanding" and "you need to work together with the rest of the body".

" so in Christ we who are many form one body, and each member belongs to all the others."

~Romans 12:5

Last night after praying for Jesus to break down my walls I was able to speak to Jason about this struggle for me. I told him I have issues with trust and just being free to be me with others. I won't get into our whole conversation but I told him it's hard because for so many people there is seriously a process to getting me to open up just for a conversation. I said there are these people who can walk up to the doors and they fly open, but for most there is a very long combination. He replied with,  "yeah and the combination continually changes". The sad part is he is right. If you are reading this please pray that my doors would open up. I want so desperatly to be able to know and love the rest of Christ's body. I want to know them in such a way that we function together. 

P.S. Romans 12 is awsome! (God knew it's just what I needed to read at this moment.)